Moving Forward

When the tots of money lingering around this gray matter 24-7, many issues arise with it. when i was starting my MLM (CNI) Business, reading books about investment and money making, many tought that this is my day dream.. but, hey! every success start from a dream right.. its the guts that put it into place.. With Allah will's, of course.

Its not greed or the love of money that forcing me to do this. its more about thinking forward and forecasting my future (kind of fundamental & technical analysis - not fortune telling). its only the matter of time that will turn my fear into reality. Mak, Ayah cik, Ayah, Ibu, Acik, Pak Lang, And my Siblings will grow older.. the only person that they can count on in the one that already count on them the most.. ME! Thats why eventough i love impreza, it doesnt trigger the desire to have it so much.. its them, the cause that closest in my heart that kick the logic in and lit the desire for a financial freedom. (eventough they never encourage me to do so.. (its the definition of risk that trigger their fear) haha)...

Some of my friend encourge me to further my study so i can a rise in salary or a better job.. now, who is the one that are dreaming.. For my goal is far than a pay rise or a better job.. its to be the extraordinary 2% that i dream of. yes, i know that it is too far, but theres a saying that goes " shoot for the star, if u dont reached it at least u landed on moon"

while the goal is clear, the path didnt.. to BE it, i need to have different tots, different things to do, different logics, different knowledge, different guts, different pals and dudes.. the going is getting harder when everyone is pulling me out from reaching my goal.. but then its not their fault.. its their knowledge that reflect what they're doing. its not their job to make me rich.. its time for me to mind my own business..

To my fiance, the path that i choose is never going to be easy, there will be sweat and blood.. i'll going to protect you from the bad, i hope that u will always be on my side.. giving me the spirit, like u always do' to move on.. and keep going.. i love u dear..

Pure Drifter.. heh..

smalam kete bpusing kat genting.. skali mase downhill on the way naik (dari genting sempah).. skali lagi mase turun nak tlangga vios.. damn.. really got serious issues with silverstone tyres.. the fuel saving is not yet proven.. but safety issues really sucks.. not what it should perform like in a v-rated tyres.. (V- rated tyres should be safe to 220 km/h)

after few discussion with fellow fren (top gear fanatic fren) we come to conclusion..

1. temperature @ genting highland is too low (due to heavy rain) for the tire to function properly... this can also be detected in braking system as it feel spongy.. very low temperature is generated in the system that it fail to increase friction and drag coefficient... whatever that is..

2. low traction as the road is layered with water.

3. sharp corner that transfer weight too quick to the rear end cause it to swerve.

4. stupid driver that thinks that he is better than other and drive it 10 km/h faster than everybody else.

azizah

To my dearest fiance, Azizah..

This is the girl, that i sold my soul to, that i would do anyhing to make her smile, for her heart never i break, for her trust never i breach..

This is the girl, with her heart that is so tender, give her service to other, in my eyes she is so splendor, great role she play in great love of our..

This is the girl, that never give me any headache, but cure for some of it, not because psychologist she is, but her natural and i loving it.

This is the girl, that even if i may wanting a top model to be with, but i could never love someone else as much as with this girl i did, that reason alone wipe all my sinister s wish..

This is the girl, that i want to spend the rest of my life with, have a great family and a lot of kids, financially free and never-have-to-work-as-hard-as-before life it is..

PENCURIK!!!!

i've lost my motorcycle 2 years ago, after that, i suffer a greater lost because of it.. my time, money (kene drive hari2 lorr.. minyak kuat!) and then the govt announced petrol price hike to RM2.30/ litre.. and half of my salary goes there.. in my tank.. cheh!

but its a quite common stolen story.. its something that u dont realise that is more dangerous as u cant cover it with anykind of insurance.. here's few..

1. interest of PTPTN- my father, mother, uncle, nephew all paying their taxes. Taking responsibility as a good citizen. Then the govt. took it, give them out as loan for taxpayers offsprings which with lacked of knowledge and resource, taking it to fund their study.

Then there's a problem to get a job for some times.. As soon as they get their first income, they pay for it. The problem is the period between study time and the first salary. Few years later, they got a letter from the shark (heh!) telling them to pay the unpaid in theese period in 14 days or they will got some hassle in life - a supported by govt. action.

some of them is 5-12 month worth of salary (depending on how long they didnt pay for it.. and how much the salary) Then they tell you to take money from KWSP 2nd account.. which is a vehicle that govt. used to reduce the amount they need to pay in pension scheme - which is why we are taxed for..

why? because they are trading with us.. the one that select them in the election.. err.. some of us la..

simplified: us - taxed - tax money turn to loan - we take it - were want to pay for it - dont have job - interest amount increased - have job - pay - pay the difference - take money from retirement account - pay it to the govt - govt have more money - give it back as loan - people dont have money - our child take it again - recycle....

no cost - more benefit

using people trust - promote it

shit..

Projek Komuniti Penyayang

Tarikh: 26 julai 2009
Lokasi: Lot 316, Jln Meranti 1, tanjong Karang
Kedatangan: 22 Orang
Masa: 9.00 a.m - 2.00 p.m
Tenaga Kerja: 1 (rambo, ape de hal.. hehe)

Pagi tu hujan renyai2. mule - mule macam x de orang, so check tuan rumah ngan ahli keluargenye.. termasuk la adiknye yang baru kawin minggu lepas. tengahario membawa ke petang makin ramai yang datang termasuk la tok sidang. fokus ialah utk masalah kolestrol ngan glukos (Diabetes) macam biasa, mmg tinggi la peratus yang kene. tai produk satu je yanbg jalan (omega 3). Kesimpulan: mcm biase la.. selagi x teruk orang mmg susah nak jage kesihatan.. tapi still follow up. tgk dulu la seminggu dua ni camne. Program lepas ni ialah kat Sabak Bernam.. makin jauh la dari Town.. tapi x kesah la. berkhidmat utk Agama, Bangsa dan Negara!

Action beats inaction

really understand this word.. but i really wish it is as simple and easy as it sounds.. to implement it, i had ruled down some dicilipline to be done everyday.

1. Wake up as early as we could without feeling sleepy in daytime but not later than 6.30.
2. solat and do some slow cardiavascular evercise just to increase metabolism and increasing the volume of oxygen entering our brain to start it up.
3. read our mission/target for 1. our life/death 2. the year 3. the month 4. the day
4. start to think as wise as james bond/McGuyver
5. ready 3..2..1.. Action!

p/s: having a daily planner is great if utilised its function to the fullest.

notes: to have a great life, we need to be great first.. so lets upgrade ourself.. download any usefull skills.. be the best!

LOVE = MOM

I guess its true when they say that we dont realise something important when its in front of us.. we tend to feel lost, misses, love only when we lost them. Its has been long that i skip my Over-time work.. mostly because i'm starting to appreciate my free time.. to spend it for quality time with my beloved family. But this week is a no - no to get back early as i need to monitor contractor's work @ site. On monday my mom called me @ 2.00 a.m (working 24 hrs. is not an alien thing for us) to ask me where i am, have i ate already.. awkward it is to a big boy like me.. then the next day i also get back late. then the next day is what this blog is all about.

i reached home @ approx. 9.00 p.m. as i entering my room, suddenly my mom greet me.. "hmm.. hari ni baru nampak muke didi, mak ade buat sambal tempoyak pasal mak ingat ko balik" ordinary? not really.. only this month that i had a chance to be @ home @ nite. but suddenly 2 days seems so long for her. Then i think.. what would i be if she is not around. that word slapped me hardly. it make me realise how much she loved and care for me..
i hate the idea of writing a long blog.. so lets keep it short n end it here.. mom.. there is no human to human love that bigger than a mothers love.. i love u mom..

a Dartfull of wisdom 2

continued....

So, do we really need to choose? try this..

determine:

1. what level of education do you have?
2. how much is your savings?
3. how healthy is your pocket? is it eagerly waiting for more money or craving for some?
4. are you happy?
5. are you enjoy your life?
6. do you LIVE LOUD enough?

Why do we need to answer all this, u ask me? well because the answer is the reflection of what we had choosen (or not) in the past. if we only had a diploma with 2.0 CGPA (ehem ehem..) it becase we did not choose to have 4.0! dont believe it? ask me.. ill tell u its true even if you put a gun on my neck.. haha..

Now, if we had just realised what we had neglected, its time for us to take a step back, relax, take our time to think over what do we really want ("if i have 9 hours to chop down a tree, i'll use 6 hour to sharpen the axe and 3 hours to chop it down" - abraham lincoln-),

Once we had it in our mind.. think it over n over again.. are we sure about it? do we really want it and wont regret it for the rest of our life? now, there it is, our final dart-point value.. its our goal now.. we will shoot it.. no matter how many time we fail, we will shoot it again n again.. untill we get it.. dont be afraid, its not to win anything.. because in life, winner is not who reach it first but the one who strive for it!

now, Aim, lock.. Shoot!!!

A Dartfull of wisdom

Ever play the game of dart? i'm very keen of it eventough im not good @ it @ all.. :D.. if we learn the game we will find that there is a lot of target slot with different value for us to shoot for. And the best thing is, the biggest value doesnt mean we're superman and the least doesnt mean that we're a joker. its depend on the final shot, which will determind who we are.. winner or loosers. (it start from 501 or 301 and the value of the shot will slash it down. and the winner is the first one who cut it down to zero).

The trick is, how to shoot to the right slot to finish it? the slot is so small, far.. and our hand will get shaky.. the dart swingging.. a little mistake will land it to other slot.. and we need to start over.

Its just like our life, it has a lot of choices for us to choose for.. and most of it is not a wrong choices @ all!! so how should we choose?

-to be continued-

p/s: i had a better tought this morning, but i dont know where had it gone.. haha.

bisul yang best

last week is the best week ever. its a leap to a new phase of my life as my family and i went to Melaka (Kesang Tua) to "merisik" (what do we call this in english huh?) this wonderful woman Azizah Bt Othman.. oh my god.. I'm getting married!! its almost like a dream as for all theese times, ive only watch others doing it and never tought that it will happen to me too!! haha.. only 5 of us, Mak (my auntie that had raise me since baby), Ibu (the one that gave me birth), kak me (cousin) and atul (my beloved niece). everything goes well and im very happy after the ceremony end. but Ibu told me " ini baru nak jadi bisul, belum pecah lagi bang.. belom boleh lega lagi" .. yeah she's right.. but this is the best bisul that ive had in my entire life! :D



17 seems just yesterday, but i'm 10 years older now.. with so tight budget, and so little times.. it forced me to think and act wisely.. im sure that this is the time to accept my olderness and be more matured. planning is crucial or else there will be no happy ending, no LOUDER life. if im going to be an expert, its going to be on money subject. lets pray and strive for a better life.. and remember, LIVE LOUDER!!





book that i read this month: Jutawan dari planet Jupiter - Azizi Ali

Gambar mase merisik: http://s583.photobucket.com/albums/ss275/livitloud/

The beginning

Assalamualaikum.. yeah, i think its time to upgrade and be more tech savvy.. feel free to read, comment, and give your tought and dont forget, LIVE LOUDER!