I used to think that I'm smart. I used to have good grade in my big examination, UPSR, PMR not to mention mid year and year end test. I used to think that it was a gift from Allah because it was almost effortless, i didn't finish my homework, i don't memorized "sifir" (for me its more like "sihir"). I talked when the teacher talked, i didn't go to tuition classes, i didn't revised that much. I involved and love illegal race. All these crap, I still compete with those that have better education - based family.
But it ended there, as soon as i put my self in jail they called good-grade-elite-school. I don't hate them, and its not their fault. They has prove themselves as they gave birth to many successful people. But like car wheel, they will kill each other if they don't align. Its me that fail to suit in. i glad i didn't. if i do, this log will not been published.
Its the no-fail education that locked me up. or better explained locked my brain up. when everything must be done according to their rules (don't-be-creative rules) synapses (electrical signal that braincell send to other braincell) stops and my brain turn into sleep mode (and the brain tell me to sleep in class as well! :D).
To be continued....
synapses.....
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